hey guys...well besides the fact that nothing is helping yet I just found out that my Ash (my best friend since kindergarden) is moving to Ohio...her dad got a job offer...she's happy to leave...I know I should be happy for her but she even told me the only thing that makes her sad is leaving me..and is it selfish that I really don't want her to go? I dunno I'm just really gonna miss her...I always envisioned us still talking in highskool and hanging out---and we weould if she didn't have to move and the start of this summer....figures all this other shit and now that too.

peace