well...I'm writing in my poetry diary....because I'm not sure where else to write. Too many people know about my other one. I guess its a good thing...I used to expess my feelings best in poetry/random form anyway. So..Here goes it. If it doesn't make sense.....sorry.

Shocked.

Why me?

Why this pain?

Why did he have to play me,

Why am I left feeling this way?

What did I do???

I took a risk...

Left everyone else...

and it was for what...

A LIE!

You never loved me

I wish you'd stop calling.

I wish you'd just go away

Stop saying you love me....

because you never did.

I hate you.

You say I dont....

But I do.

I let you meet my brother!!!!!!

The same day you met him..... you fucked that bitch!

So godly....I see.

You lost your chance with me

I hope she was worth it....

I hope that skank, liar HO was worth it.

You'll get your shit back...

Cuz I dont want it.

I want NOTHING of you.

I hate you.

I hurt from you.

I regret you.

I fell for you.

I believe you....

and for what??!?!?!?! To feel THIS.

THIS!!!!!!!!!!

I used to tell me girls to leave any...ANY man who cheated....

and now.....I'm in that boat.

WOW.

Sean made me feel a little better.

So did Romee and Casey J.

Thank GOD I didnt drop them for you....

I was so close to too.

Thank god.

That's real love.

Unlike you're "Game"

You're "PIMP" ways.

FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!