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Age: 23
Sex: F
Location: Germany
Country: Germany

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realization Sunday, October 30, 2005

love is the biggest mistake.

everytime i fall i fall to fast and too hard.

but they never like me back

they already have someone in their life

they would never leave them for me.

im not as pretty as the person they are with.

love is the mistake in my life.

i just want to hug you, to kiss you.

i have never kissed you.

i imagine your kisses so soft and wonderful.

why wont you just kiss me.

i have kissed so many other people.

but your the one im waiting for.

just kiss me.

it would make my day wonderful and happy.

and i would feel like i was worth living for.

i think i just kiss others to try to get you outta my life.

but it never works.

i just realize after i kiss them how much i love you.

 




ryn: nothing drastic.

please dont think i cheat on my boyfriends all the time. because that was the only time. and i cried for days.  [forget love]

10/31/2005 12:26:11 AM
i loved him.

i fear that i still love him. [forget love]

10/31/2005 9:44:21 PM
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