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I'm not really in the best of moods right now.. Theres no exact reason why im feeling like this, well maybe its my period but i feel really down right now.
Ok, im seeing this boy George.. Its a confusing situation with him, because just before i got with him i was kinda of seein his best friends brother.. Styles. He kept letting me down all of the time.. He would say he would come and see me but i would sit around waiting all night and he would never show up. He kept blaming it on his cousin saying he never came to pick him up. then one weekend i hadnt heard from him so i came online and started talking to his brother snoop (crazy names) who was with George.. they kept asking me to go round there and in the end i gave in. I was amazed at how much snoop looks and sounds like his brother. Then me and hayley kept seeing the two of them over the week and styles shuld have been down the following week. Can you guess what happened?? Yup he never showed up again.. Well, apparantly he did, but not to see me. Me and hayley sat around all day waiting fo him and he never showed up.. Then i fort fuck it, dat was that.. Me and George got talkin and started seein each other.. I had one text from styles saying 'i know im the last person you want to hear from right now but what happened wasnt my fault.' i didnt text back because i didnt feel there was no need to.. A couple of days ago hayley was online and was talking to him.. He got it out of her that me and george were seein each other ~ i dont have a problem with that.. He said that sunday we should have seen him, he got arrested but i personally dont believe it.. Then yesterday when i came online he was already on.. All he was interested in was knowing whats happening between me and george.. Then he kind of started to threaten me saying i like to think what george would say if he knew he was second best and all dat.. I was so angry to think that people thought george was second best.. Maybe its because i said he was always there for me when styles let me down?? That was last night.. Then i tried to call George but he was busy so i said i will call him later.. When i tried to call him last night he didnt answer.. Then i tried to call him today and his phones off.. Its been off all day! I tried to call his friend and he said he was gonna go round to his yard, but when i tried callin bak he didnt answer again.. I dunno what to do.. I hope im making the situation worse then what it actually is.. Then i was talking to some girl i know on here and she must of been asking about the situation with chris a long time ago.. Then someone else messages me saying lol at her copying the convo in chat.. i just feel fucked and everyones taking the piss out of me these days! But what can i do to change it..? ~ Nothing!! God.. i wish i can speak 2 george at sum time tonight! Jakki x
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