Dear Sammie,

Okay, I havn't written much these days. I'm back to school. My parents sent me to boarding as usual. I knwo their doing because they want the best for me. I know it. But I miss them alot and I always think of them. School is fun still. Made friends, saw my old friends, made plans. But then my dad told me that if I don't get a genreal average of 85% I'm not allowed to go out, see my friends or go to parties, movies... Thats sucks huh? I know I an have better. I could have 95 if I wanted. But It would take Alot of discipline and effort and time. I hate taking my free-time for school. I have other things to do, I have a life. But my parents don't get that yet. They think that in boarding, ALL of my free-time should be taking with school. They don't mind me having friends and all, since I've always been a very social person all of my life and made friends easily. They want be to be a doctor or a lawyer. My dad really encourages me to be a lawyer. My mom says being a doctor is 100% sure you'll get lots of money. My mom is a doctor. My dad is an engeneer. He has his own company. They always tell me that if I study, and get good grades, I,ll be on the top of the crop. their right. They did it, and now they can work up whenever they want and go to clubs on Tuesday nights. They know I have a love for shopping and jewelry. I have a spending promblem. They use it against me and tell me that if I don't work and study hard, I'll have a corny job at a dollar store and I won't be able to to all the thigns I want to do when I'm older: Travel alot, Meet people, have a million dollar wedding, Wear Prada and Chanel everyday, Get followed by paparrazi, Have a pink lemanade fountain, Buy 20 cases of Don Perion and serve it  at my second wedding.... I've got average everyday girl dreams. But those dreams I can make come true, the only way, is to....Study. UGH! Life.

Gossip_freak