Wow, it's been 10 months since me and my ex parted ways. I can truly say that it's over now. This is a subject on which I truly have mixed feelings. I just happened to be browsing through my friends today, and I came across his profile, and he's posted up his senior pictures. He actually had the nerve to look good in his pics too! Just lookin' at his senior pics and thinkin' about mine made me think of all the plans we made for the future, and all of the ones that won't come true now. I'm gettin' old, and it hurts to think that he won't be the one I grow old with. No matter what I say about him, I'll always have feelings for him. You can't erase five years from your heart and mind. We went through so much together, and I hate to say that it'll never be the same between us again. I wish I could say that I was completely over him, but then I would be lying to myself and the world. I've been tryin' to keep him out of my mind, and until I saw his picture, I was doin' a damn good job. It just makes me wonder if he still thinks about me sometimes, or if the girl he's with now makes him as happy as I did. When things were good between us, they were good...I just wonder if he's found that same happiness in someone else. If he's happy then I'm happy for him, but no matter who he's with or who I'm with, or how much time passes, his name will forever be etched on my heart....