so, i guess that it is saturday now. freakin' friday night, i called my boss to see when he wanted me at work, and he told me that i didn't have to worry about it, cuz the job got pushed back again. la-dee-fucking-da. so i went to the game instead. let me rephrase that. i went and watched the band perform, then i left with them. i was told everyone was going to see Wedding Crashers after, so i went with Justin, Sara, and Adam to Adam's house. and i got to drive Justin's car. Stick Shift baby. hell yeah. then we got to Adam's house and took a tour/hike through his house. it was quite a work out. then we all went to taco bell and then to the movies. but Skye wasn't there, go figure. the whole time i was wearing sara's colorgaurd coat. and when she asked for it back, i was kind of unwilling to return it. it reminded me of Skye. i am such a sucker for Skye. so then we all went to bed afterwards. but not before i had a nice conversation with Skye. it was kind of a scary conversation too. it was one of those, "god, i miss you so much" conversations. but, we arn't back together. i am afraid to say yet though, cuz i don't know. i was really nervous. i might be so close to having her back, but what if something goes wrong, again. this is very scary. the worst part is how negative Sara was about the whole thing. she kept telling me to just prepare for the worse, as if she knew something i didn't. but she told me that she was just saying that because she has been through this before, and she dosn't want me to get hurt. but, i have been through this before this as well. and all signs tell me to plant foot and run, but i am not going to. i do belive there is good in this situation, and i have faith that it will all end how it is supposed to in my head. and no one is taking my faith from me now. only Skye can destroy me now. and, if i get screwed over in the end of all of this, then that is what fate i chose. i do not regret my decision at all. i know that this will work out all good in the end. end.