I thought i'd get on this morning and spend some time typing in my diary since I hardly have the time anymore. How did everyone's new year go? Mine went good. We had a party and everyone got drunk except me. I decided not to drink that night. We had a cook out and had a whole bunch of good food. I enjoyed the party that night. Everyone had a good time and I know Trinity had a blast. She was playing with her cousin, Alysia the whole night.

I just hope this new year will be better than last year. Last year I had a bunch of drama and bull shit going on with this stupid girl called Brandy. She is hanging out with a good friend of mine, Sabrina. Everytime I turn around, I hear something that Brandy said about me and I get very mad and want to just kick her ass but this year, I am going to over look her big mouth because she is only 18 and has alot of growing up to do. Plus, I really do not want to end up in jail over a childish girl who can not keep her mouth shut. I am so much better than her and it is about time I start to act like it.

I am going to be a new Dee this year. I am going to  change so much about me and around me. I want to be happy and make my husband happier than he could ever be. I am going to change this year because I think I could use some change. I have done some wrong in my past that I want to make right and I will try my hardest to do that.

I hope you all had a great new year and I hope you have a good year to come.

I hope I will get pregnant this year. I want another baby sooo bad. I hope that God will answer my prayer for me to have another child. I am very happy that I got my gorgeous Trinity but I would just be sooo happy to have one more girl or boy. I hope a boy though. I would love to do the boy thing since I have already done the girl thing but I would be just as happy with another girl.

I need to get going now because I have a bunch I want to do today. I want to take Trin to the park and spend some time with my hubby. Francis has been working alot so I hardly have seen him much. I hope you all had a good weekend. Oh, one more thing. My Favorite people must have a problem with leaving me a note. You are slacking on me again. LJ Mommy is the only one who is leaving me a note now. I am sooo mad!! (Just kidding. I love you ALL! Hehe)