It's kind of sad, but all to true.
A girl I was, a girl I thought I knew
Lavish life, High end times
IT, Standing tall, never missing the beat
Then a man, a boy, a lover came to life
Saying the things that mattered most
But pushing that girl away
She was IT, The girl they all wanted
To be side dish, she could not do
Lavish life, High end times
He stuck around half heartedly
Determined with all her might
Trying and Trying losing the fight
The heart grows fonder in the absence of time
Sad he was, Sad she was
Till he realized what he needed most
Though stupid boy lost in himself
Back to before, looking to score
Pretending he did not care
This boy was horrible stringing her along
The IT girl found her place in the background
Trying and Trying, but losing the fight
Of herself she began to lose sight
Blinded by Trying and holding it together
If she messed up he was leaving
Everything she had she put into him
It seemed as though he just took and took her away
Poor little girl, oh nieve little kitten
He held back what he wanted to give
He cared about her so
But only privately it seemed
She began cry her tears a river ten feet deep
Crying for him to just take the leap
Falling down to her knees
She said good bye
But he couldn't lose her
He didn't know how to go on
She was everything him
His feeling he held inside
Afraid of pain but realizing holding in was
He looked at her and said what she wanted to here
He tried so hard and the roles reversed
He held onto everything just to make it work
She was tired of trying and being the glue that held it together
When he knew that she would leave at any moment he was full heartedly there
It began to work and comfort set in
And became happily ever after... for a while
Till he took for granted the comfort level
began not trying anymore
The tears she cries
He tries to wipe away but only after the cause
She cannot forget, but she tries to keep
Hoping he will give her everything