My life right now has turned into nothing, just a great deep void where there are so many things missing.
And although I know that not having a job or anything to do with my time, makes it worse, having something to do during my days would also not make it better, either.
So I do what I can, I bury my mind in books.

Noel had some bad news for me. She hasn't really TOLD me yet, but I am pretty sure it is about Burning Man and about our group, which is probably not going as a group any longer seeing as our meetings we were SUPPOSED to be having we actually WEREN'T. and haven't been.