Have you ever felt so completly cut off from everything? I'm not even sure that's what I'm feeling. Maybe what that's what I want to feel, but I'm so hopelessly connected. What I really seek is detachment. MY roommates are both gone for the weekend. As much as I love them, I'm so glad they're gone. I'm rejoicing at the prospect of solitude. I'm afraid every moment that they're going to pop out of the closet and it'll all just have been an illusion. If indeed that's not the case, I've two days all to myself. I guess I'm just pretty selfish with my time.