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What Am I Doing Here? Saturday, May 26, 2007

                                                        Why do I write?

I havnt decided..
                             
its like asking me why I bother to breathe,
                                                                      
to eat,
                                                                    
to drink,
                                                                       
to live in any sort of way or form..


                                                           
Do I want to die?

                                                     No..
                                                                                    
yes..

                                                           
im not sure..




This world should be beautiful..
                                 I want to know why its not..



                                                                                  
Life is supposed to be happy,
                                                                                                         maybe im holding out for that..
 

                                                   
No..
                                                                                 
 yes..
                                                          im just
not sure..



                                                           
Why do I cry?

                                            
   I don’t..
                                                             I cant..
                                                                            it wont
stop...



                                                           Do I want help?

                                            
 no,
                                            go away…

                                                                                            Yes,

                                                                                                   Save me..



                                  
   Do I even know…

                                                                    what im doing here?


~Alison lee



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Deep.

Love it.

<3 [_Insanity_]

6/8/2007 9:09:08 PM
I feel the same way. alot of times.  [Lovely_Death] 7/6/2007 3:35:24 PM
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