I'm watching one of my friends fall apart. Not so much a friend anymore. We used to be good friends but I don't know what to do. She won't talk about it. Remember what I said about pain? I deal with it by keep moving. Keep walking, running, fighting through it. She isn't. She's pretending its not there and stopped dead in the street waiting for something. Waiting for what? Waiting for someone to help? How can you help when their not there. Their not listening or wanting your help. Or at least thats what they say. Feeling helpless is one of those human emotions I would rather avoid. And then there's a part of me who doesn't want to help at all. What kind of person am I to think that she's brought this on herself and I should leave her to it. Thats not true at all. Karma isn't a driving force in this world. Two halves of a person. Always interesting to see the opposition huh?