I can not wait till saterday!! I get to see Yon!!! I havent seen him for almost a month. I am going to just on him as soon as i see him. He is not going to know what hit him. I took saterday off so I can spend the whole day with him. I dont want to miss a minute of that day. I can not wait to see his face and get some meat on those bones. Jail made him even skinner. He was already skinny to begin with and he didnt need to loose any weight. I am so happy that he is getting out. I need to see his face up close. Not through the glass. I really hated that. I wanted to touch him and I couldnt. I want to have him in my arms right now and never let him go. I dont want anything bad to happen to him again. But I know that is his choice. My mom is making help with Thanksgiving so tomorrow I am going to be cooped up in this house all day. I am going to go nuts. I dont do well in staying in a house all day. I get really hyper and plus I really dont talk to any of the family members. I hate the holidays. I love Yon and could spend all day in a house with him. I guess it just depends on who it is in the house. If Yon could come I would be the happiest girl in the house. I love him with all my heart and soul. I think that he is my soulmate. I really do feel that way and I hope that I am right. I dont want to ever get divorced. I was little when my parents got divorced and I didnt like that at all. I didnt get to go with the parent that I wanted. I wish I did becuase I would be a much happier person. I know I would. But who cares that is in the past now. At least I fould the guy that I think I should spend the rest of my life with.