ive just been so tired, so hopelessly tired. parts of me are feeling free, but then ill see how truly imprisoned i am.
im just tired, these pains from the daily wear that have edged into physicality.
The flab of the drained, the mind of the fatigued, that's what  i have and what ive come to know.

and what i dont know, because i dont want it, and yet its all that i see. all that i feel.

i feel these freedoms the ability to open me and feel the sun against my face,
but the rest of me is in shadow, pale as the newly born, pale as fresh tears.