|This is Love This is Murderous|
we're paper cuts.
we're bloody hands.
well here we go. today most deff was not a good day. i was so effing tired all day. of course. and i dunoo. i came home and everything was alrite. but i didnt get my bed head hair stuff. and im all out. so i cant do my hair tomorrow. erh. im pissed. i had this really cute idea too. so im sitting here listenin to Funeral For A Friend. wishing I had the My American Heart cd to listen to right now. cuz i am really craving it. but maybe purevolume will have something good i can listen to. i already listened to Plain White T's today. there good. how about Fall Out Boy was on TRL today. and i couldnt help but crack up. cuz there were so many people that were like OMGZ!! FALL OUT BOY!! SUGAR WERE GOING DOWN SWINGIN!! and im just like wow i was listenin to fall out boy back in 7th and 8th grade man. and all these kids think there like total fall out boy whores and shit. yesterday or sumthin i was lookin at the sluts myspace and her headline name was. wemadeoutinsidecrashedcars i couldn't help but crack up cuz her myspace said. im a total fall out boy whore. like mine says. but she doesnt even know the lyrics. so i just had to make fun of her. and you know what else cracks me up. those fall out boy shirts from Hot Topic that are like that greenish blue color and say Fall Out Boy in yellow writing. then they say drop it like its hot. i cant help but be like. wow they make those shirts for posers i guess. who puts rap on a softcore music band shirt?! geez. people these days. anyways. yah brett was like. look your best friend. and showed me this picture of megan. and really shes an ohkay lookin girl. but shes a bitch. and has an ugly personality. so that makes her a really ugly bitch. and if she didnt try to break me and brett up so many times. and try to fuck everything up. she'd be an ohkay girl. but really. shes just a slut. and brett knows i hate her to death. so i just look at it. and im like. happy feeling went away. so im sitting there like. great. idk. im over it. if she wants to be a bitch and try to break us up again. and brett lets it happen. then i guess me and brett wernt meant for each other. cuz im sick of trying. even tho i love brett to death. and i would die for him. and do anything to stay with him forever. im just sick of her bullshit. and brett promised me he'd never talk to her again. eh i dunoo. im sick of worrying over stupid shit. shes not worth my time of being worried. and yes i trust brett with everything i have. hes never done me wrong. its just. shes a sneaky bitch. and i dk. but yah. i guess im just a little depressed. oh well. im leaving for cali in 15 days. woop =] i cant wait to get the hell outta butler. and its gay ass dramatic scene kids that should be shot in the fucking head for being alive. alrite well i guess thats what my day was all about. peace it out niggaz.
Thanks for making me. Worthless. In your eyes. <X