Okay so as you can see from my title I'm very happy and I'm in love with someone and no its not Justin, let me explain about that, okay so i told you that my friend KB was going to introduce me and him and i was gonna go meet up with him and see how it went, well that never happened and since then i haven't spoken to KB nor have i heard anything from her which is kinda sad cause she is/was my friend and i do worry about her. But yeah that's the story about Justin, and now to tell you about my boyfriend (i cant believe I'm able to actually type that word and it apply to me), his name is Shaun and he is 20 he lives a train ride from me near central london, he is 5ft10 a little shorter than me but i don't really care lol he is perfect kissing height which is awesome and I'm only 5ft10 and 1/2 so its all good, he has bluey green eyes which change colour like mine do which is really awesome cause I've never found someone who has that happen like me, he has kinda long but not overly long brown curly, and yeah i love him lots and lots and we have been together for 2 weeks today and i already cant wait to see him again next friday and give him lots of kisses and cuddles, i really do love this boy, I've never felt like this before in my life, when we was together last and we were in his bed asleep (nothing else happened lol) he never let go of me all night he held me all night even subconsciously while he was asleep he always had a hand on me, and when i woke up with stomach pains he got me paracetamol and cuddled me and when my nose started bleeding he got me tissue and rubbed my arm to reassure me, and when it had stopped he kissed me after id cleaned up, also me being me i kept saying sorry for it all and he kept saying stop saying sorry, and before all this happened earlier in the day me and him had a major heart to heart and i told him all my fears and about my past and he reassured me and made me feel so loved and that he wanted me, i told him about how my ex dumped me after meeting me and how i was scared it would happen again and he sat up got me to sit up as well and he looked me straight in the eyes and said " have i let you go since you got here" to which i said no then he said "Jade I'm not going to finish with you when you leave tomorrow, i really really really really love you and i promise you I'm not going to finish with you after you go home tomorrow" to which i smiled and gave him a huge kiss and cuddle and we just sat kissing and cuddling all day and all night and when it was time for me to go home the next day i kinda cried at the station before i had to go and he kissed me and cuddled me till the train came , when it did i kissed him and left then when i was on the train i cried again and 5 Min's after i got on the train i was texting him and he called me and he could hear i was upset and he said that he loved me and that he wasn't gonna leave me cause i know it was silly but i was still worried, but then again that was just me i am a worrier and i cant help it, but i do love him and I'm gonna be seeing him again on friday 29th but i dunno if I'm going to him or he is coming to my house but all i know is i cant wait to see him again, i truly love this boy anyway that's all from me for now bye bye all Love Jade xxx