Ok so ever since I have come back on campus things have been a little weird. I haven't been crazy horney since all that crap went down with my high school ex. I deserved it though because I really did mess up his life because I didn't want to get in trouble. I was stupid and young. I guess I am still stupid but not as young as I was back then. I really was hoping to appologize for what happened back then but he got his revenge so I guess there is no point in that anymore.

I have only had sex a few times since this semester started. Farmer boy is pretty much infactuated with his innocent little girlfriend so that sucks for me getting laid. I got an IM from my classmate a few time in the middle of the night so we had a few booty calls.

I haven't been in the mood for the parties that much lately. I have hung out with a few older friends of mine. Although some of them are still friends with my other ex and I feel like they are always being careful around me because he is engaged. So I have been focusing on school more now. My grades arn't steller but I'm passing.