heyo!! just found this diary thing. my diarys a private one though so only i am gonna read this. weird. so anyway... lifes alright at the moment. in dt on fri i managed to guess the password to sams hotmail and now i feel sooooo guilty! im just glad i only read like 2 of his emails. im so harsh!! i feel really mean cos its kinda like invading his privacy sort of thing and i still like sam a lot but not as much as nathan cos i dont like nathan i love nathan!!!! i changed my password in dt to nathan as well but so its not to obvious i put underscores in between every letter! takes aggggggggeeeeessssssssss though every time i sign in i got to type n_a_t_h_a_n see that took too long a few seconds of my life i wont get back!! lol. today was good i was talking to nath on hotmail and he was having mike bale round his house but he decided to come meet me at the mall instead! cool eh. well you wont find it cool because people dont read this cos its password protected and only i can read it and im being weird again i should just shut up. we're going out again now :D im so used to msn emotions. it could be helped though its like every time we break up we just end up getting back together again we might as well just stay together for like i dunno.. EVER!!  like in the mall to begin with, it was kinda weird lol his hand was twitching and i was like wtf! but then i twigged what he was doing i think he was trying to hold my hand, and when we went to burger king after we went round the shops i bought him burger and fries and he kissed me on the cheek to say thanks, and we just ended up kissing properly we are actually really different but i guess opposites attract, i just stay away from him. we should have another sleepover soon yay i love going round his house! i dont like him coming round mine though cos rogers so annoying he'll stick his head round the door at like midnight and sing puppy love cos hes a twat but hey. school on monday argh. i hate school!!! well at the moment i do all the teachers are like  oooooooooo we are stamping down on bad behaviour la lalala and its omg who actually cares?!? i hope kim stays off for like a year cos she is so annoying i could scream!!!! or cry!! or BOTH!!! half my form are stupid anyway except for the tashes, steve, liam, alex, darren, sam, bertie.. abby rachael and fay are nice to me too actually. in it on fri mr amey was talking and sean and alex could smell the smoke on jade and it was like mega strong at least i try and get rid of the smell and shes smoking the cheap stuff like richmond and basic, the stuff that feels that sandpaper on your tongue!! its skanky stuff! my arm hurts from all this typing and i dont know why im doing this diary thing i'll just go back on this in a few days read it and just like delete it or something.

bye to... well me!