its been so long since i have written! Ive had time, just pretty much blew off theidea of seeing my problems written out in front of me to see black and white. To damn overwhelming! july 9th is my bridal shower-yup. Getting married on July 25. bad idea huh. Yea, i know. I love him though. Hopefully when this pregnancy is over then we will not argue so much. If we do, then he's gone. My kids mean more to me and they dont deserve it.

My ring is gorgeous. Oh, did i not mention that Jeremys ex-Kristy Crab came to MA? She didnt bother us at all though, very mature of her nastyness. Lucky for her too cause i woulda went nuts on her already busted face. Anyhow, im exhausted, and Dennis is away with my mom camping till tues or weds. Just carol is home and i cant wait for her to nap, so i can too!!!!