Every girl has an older guy, who they think is totally amazing. and hot. There used to be this guy named Bret in grade 12 who I thought was so great. But then he graduated. This year, it's Evan. He reminds me so much of Kyle, it's not even funny. And, i actually have had conversations with Evan. But you know how these things go.. Evan thinks im totally weird. He's 17, and he's suppose to be graduating, but he failed like everything.. so he's still stuck in grade 10. That's not a good thing, but it's good for me.. because i get to stare at him everyday. Last year, i didn't notice him at all. I dont even remember seeing him, but this year, he's EVERYWHERE. we have the same first period class, and all of our other classes are right beside eachother, we have the same lunch, AND, he lives like 4 streets up from me. I feel like a stalker. But im not, like.. its totally not on purpose that our classes are next to eachother. He always looks at me weird. His best friend is really good friends with Kyle, and they talk about me, or so Kyle says. And one day, the guy was asking questions that Evan wanted to know the answers to. All of evan's friends have something weird that i've done around them that they probably tell him. Because they all went to my school previously. And it doesn't help that i have had LOADS of embarassing conversations about my weekends while evan was sitting right beside my friends and I. I had a few short conversations with him, but after he heard a story about getting crunked and getting caught one weekend, he gives me weird looks all the time. Evan doesnt do drugs, so i made sure i said "IM NEVER DOING DRUGS AGAIN" around him. And thats true. It was my first and last time doing drugs. But anyways, its not serious, i just think he's extremely good looking... and im going to marry him. haha. I still love Kyle, he's the only one for me. Im sure he has a fantasy girl. Probably Jenna Jameson. Or someone.