The walls took years to build within
and now he expects me to let him in.
A wounded heart, I close my eyes,
he comforts me and lets me cry.
My mind is spinning round and round
waiting for a decission to be found.
My mind is wandering, wasting time
the decission is only mine.
Scared to be hurt, and feel again
Scared for a new boy to come in.
Scared that he will return to her
Scared that he isn't sure.
Scared of the feelings surrounding me
Scared to just let everything be,
Scared is why I'm so reserved,
Scared just scared you'll leave me for her.