So let's see. It is still quite early for me, so nothing has really gotten done, though I have been summoned to do a few things here and there.

Mother was her usual self. Full of little stories that I've either heard 5 million times already, or just don't care about. I try to stay asleep until mother and father are gone from the house, but sometimes I give in and just get up. I really like being alone, and I dont think they understand that.

No one really knows just why I like solitude as much as I do. I think it's because ever since I was small I've always been alone. I've never been invited to parties or things of that nature, and I've never really had a best friend that I do things with. I mean I do now. I've got backass, but there are times when I feel that my only true friend is myself. I never think I'm wrong and I never think that my beliefs are stupid. The fact of the matter is (and this is going to make me sound insane) but I think that I talk to myself more that I talk to anyone else that I know. I used to be really close with Father, but that's starting to get old like all things do. Im nearly 16, and it's time for me to stop doing things with my parents, but I don't think he gets it. It's not like I don't love him anymore or anything. I just dont want to go do things with him because how awesome will I be? A teenager that can't seem to find a friend to do something with so she has to go to the movies with her dad. yeah. awesome time there.

Now for the love life. sigh. I think this whole love idea is getting to be old. I dont know what it is about me, but I just cant seem to be happy with anyone that I find. Anakin was the longest thing I had, and I ended it. I don't want to be tied down I guess. I think it's because I see how my parents are, and I don't like it. It's kind of annoying. They have little pet names and shit. It's pretty disgusting if you ask me. *pukes in the corner* I hate it. I think my heart is just freezing over little by little as the winter rolls on because as the though of love enters my mind it constantly turns my stomach. I just dont like it. It's ridiculous. *scoff scoff*