It has been a while since I wrote here. I should have written more considering my life has been like and insane rollercoster of love.  It has definitely been fun!

So I will do a quick run through the past month and a half.  I met a boy in the beginning of January, well a man more then a boy (he's 30), hes a VP at my firm, but we don't work together which is allowed.  So we got along great and it was all peachy, and we had super hot sex. The older men definitely know how to please a woman I must say   But then comes the moment... dum dum dum!  He was overly jealous, and I was more about going out with my friends then babysitting him, sooooo that lead to me getting fed up and bored and dumping him.  Plus the fact that he dared to say the L word (LOVE ... aghhh!) scared me off!  So after the dump he said he wants to be friends and called me several times saying he misses me.. but it's DONZO! Can't go back   That whole fiasco lasted 3 weeks.

After him there was another boy, Jason, he was a photogropher and ran his friends restaurant.  Our first date lasted 15 hours and ended with me sleeping over his place in his arms (no sex happened that night), but it did happen the next morning... just oral playing around nothing insane... which did lead to sex...oops! So not planned! And definitely not something I do on a first date... B U T he had a super duper huge equipment, so it was just a waste not to use it.  It was definitely hot and I liked it ..... so 2 weeks go by and he is all calling me his girlfriend and trying to domesticate me... anddddddddddd he invited me to go to a wedding with him a month from the day, which for me was the dum dum dum moment. And the next day he got dumped dumped dumped in a text message. Ok I didn't mean to dump him in a text message, but  was a bit drunk and out on a date with another boy, so it happened. And let me tell ya! He did not take it very well. He called and called and threw a big time hissy fit when I told him I don't want a boyfriend right now.. and hung up on me..hehe... but that's not the end of that story.  On Valentines day i got a text message of a smiley face. Then 2 days later he texted me saying hi.. so i said hi whats up ... and he said i miss you... and i responded with "don't be silly there are plenty of fish in the sea. Next thing you'll be telling me you want to be friends lol"  That was a mean message so I figured he would leave me alone... but NOOOOOOOOOOOO I get a message from his boss saying how Jason is all in distress and he doesn't understand what happened and can I please call him back and explain.   So I call Jason, his boss picks up, and I tell him that he is totally embarassing him by calling me and the boy needs to have some pride.. they tried to play it off like Jason didn't tell him to call.  Then Jason gets on the phone and asks why oh why did I dump him and women are crazy but he doesnt want me back. ANd I say.. I dumped you because you keep calling me your girlfriend. And then I said thank god you don't want me back because that would be very pathetic.... and he laughed... im thinking as if  you totally want me back... hehe. Anyway he told me we need to hang out as friends blah blah blah and to call him. I'm thinking NOOOOO WAYYY!

Ok so now on to a new guy... his name is Anthony.. and I like him more then others, he may actually last possibly.  Our first date was amazing, he took me out to an expensive restaurant then we went dancing and hit up 3 different bars.  He spend a ton of money which is insane.  Then we were both tipsy so I told him to sleep over since he lives in Jersey and he missed his last train out of NYC.    So he did and absolutely nothing happened, he stayed on his side of the bed and I stayed on mine. Everything was perfectly respectfull. We did a bit of hugging the next morning and that was it.  I should mention that on our date we did have our first kiss. It was one of those absolutely unplanned things that just happened and was amazing..... amazing like you forget where you are and you feel like you are floatin gon clouds amazing.  ahhhhhhhhhh     So yeahhhhhhhh I will be seeing him on Monday for our next date.... so far things are going well and we are not rushing anything, so fingers crossed I don't get bored and this works.

P.S. I had about 3 dates in between the guys... but nothing interesting pursuing or even talking about

So that's all for now..... I'm sure there will be more soon......