dear diary,

love does really hurt. you can never tell when you're not the one experiencing it. i just used to set aside some o' mah friends who get hurt when it comes to their love life...but now, i understand how they feel. its true isn't it? that some good thingz juz nevah lasts!! tha question now is, WHY? heh! i really dunno...lotsa questions pop out mah mind ryt now!! like, aren't we allowed ta e happy? why does love hurt?? is love just a mask to tha reality of pain?? kinda ddep huh?? but if only yall knew how deep tha pain am feelin' inside...unfathomable!! soundz impossible?? thought so too..until ya experience thiz shit!! uuuggghhhh!!! i feel so pathetic! i dont even know why... mah only confidant at thiz time o'mah life?? ma family, mah friendz!! they keep me strong...encourage me ta go on... thnx guyz!!! you make me wanna go on... playahz??off mah lofe!! dem so pathetic!! those irrelevant repulsive low crawling creatures!! *sheesh... crazy!!oh well...til he'a ...i juz gots'ta go fo' now...

ciao!!

-=:mUcHoS ResPeToS:=-

~*~sWaY~*~