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well i am so not feelin good today.  my best friend is mad at me. tony still loves me and i just don't know what to do anymore. i wouldn't love more than  just kill myself right now. Ryan is starting to piss me off so much cause he won't talk to me an i would love for ryan an jesse to talk on the phone an all that but jesse never calls when tony and i are off the phone.  and to make matters worse tony doesn't know that ryan hates him. and ryan always seems so happy when he calls me or when i call him.

someone please help me i am so confused.

get me outta this hell hole and as far away as i can go.

love an peace

love ya all

jess