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so i think me and my b/f are going to take a break. this is my decision. i think...i haven't really decided yet and i havent brought up taking a break yet. but last night i told him i loved him very much, but i was tired of hurting. we talked things over, i said i needed time to think about things. he said i could have all the time i needed. i dont want to break up...but sometimes i just feel like im taken for granted, and he doesnt have time for me. working on his car is way more important. or at least thats what it seems like. all i want him to do is call me, talk to me 5 min., and thats it. on days that we see each other it's okay, but this week we had break and i only saw him tues night and wed morning cuz of a party. he called me thursday morning to say happy thanksgiving, but friday there was nothing. saturday....i waited. i finally called because i wanted to know if he had a game that night...couldn't get a hold of him on cell so i called his house his brother said he forgot his phone and he went with his friend martin to go see a movie. well at the point i was in a rage i started balling my eyes out cuz he hadnt called me at all or hung out with me basicly all brake. ( well it turned out it was martin's b-day) but still do u see how much i go through just cuz he doesnt call? what the hell? i shouldnt be cryin for him. i told him last night that i shouldnt have to put up with this shit..but what sucks is that i love him. if we brake up all thats gonna happen is me missing him. and ill come crawling back to him. whats there to miss? when we're together everythings fine. when im with him i can totally understand why im in love with him. well.....i write back and say what happend later.
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