I used to have one of these things when i was younger, and it kept me sane:)  I LOVE to write, so this is good for me. 

   My pookie:)  I miss her.  Im hoping she still has a diary, and she will find me.  Anyhoo, i have a lot on my mind and not enough time to get into it.  I hate when that happens.  Me and my g/f have been together for four years now.  Its been hell and its been amazing.  she is the filling in the hole in my heart.  I never finished high school b/c i had a horrible drug problem.  Which is something that is hard to live with every day, b/c i AM smart.  I just like to have fun tooo much, thats my problem, im too fun....hahaha that sounds retarded:) Anyhoo, Its about my bed time, i gotsta get up and go to work tomorrow morning, and i gotta go snuggle with my love in bed      Goodnite!