|When Im Gone|
Well well well welcome to my diary everyone I hope that you can handle all of my stuff well lets see.
im 16 years old I have just moved back home a month ago after leaving one nght to go out with friends to movie and then never went home but enough of that here I go ....
I met a guy by accident5 months ago now and I really like him he lived in a town 1 hour 1/2 away so I was like oh okay so he said to me my friend really wants to met the girl I like what are you doing thursday and I was like nothing so he said cool lets met up and we can go to the movies if you want and I was like okay so I invited a girl who I thought was my friend at the tme boy was I so wrong and my mum and dad didnt want me to have anything to do with her so i rang her on the sly and said to her met me at half past 5 in town down the street by jay jays and she said cool so my mum dropped me off at the movies and I waited till after she had gone and then walked out and went down the street to meet anna we walked around for awhil had a coffee at a cafe and she brought a magazine then we sat down and I got a text message that the guys had arrived and were playing pool across the street telling us to come ver but anna and i had sat down to have a coffee and cake across the road so I text him back and said Nah you can come to us. so hey came over and plonked themselves down at our table which wasnt that big so we had to leave and nev had brought me a teddy bear so we linked arms and walked down the street to a bar at the strand I thought um ok so we got drinks and sat down and his friend was talking a mile a minute to me and then anna said Bathroom so off her and I went and we discussed pairing off and that she thought nevs friend was hot and that nev so had eyes for me and I was like ooohhkay aso we went back out had another couple of drinks and then we decided to go and drive across the bridge to the mount and sit on the beach and i wasnt thinking about curfew just yet we hit the beach and then were mucking round nev picked me up and threatend to chuck me in the water and anna was getting cozy with bruce and then i asked my mum for an extension on my curfew and she said no! and then text me a sjitty message and called me and had a go at me and I waslike aagghh anna pulled me aside and said im sick of you being upset im sick of your mum doing this to you there is a guy who likes you and cares about you have fun for once ! and so i turned my cellphone off and we sat cuddled up on the beach and had drinks and talked and then got in the van went for a drive to the boat marina parked there and then we went down to the park area and then we stayed there the night nev and I cosied up in annas little car and her and bruce got very very busy in his van lol and then the next morning they left back to their home town and I stayed the night in the backpackers in town and then the next night I stayed at anna's aunty's before bruce and nev came back ad picked me up and took me to their hometown I stayed the night at bruces and drank and vmoited more than once and nev looked after me then met nev's mum who let me stay with them and we borrowed bruces double bed and I stayed with them for 2 weeks not really doing to much and I slept with nev and anna talked me into asking mark if i could borrow his car and he said yes so she picked me up and without thinking I said k and that was the worst decision i could make as it would cost me that friendship :S as i got down the road and got in a fender bender with a girl and just broke the bumper which nev came back and fixed for me anyway but mark wont talk to me now over that so I hate her for telling me t do that and I hate myself for listening to her in the first place!!!!! but it didnt end there from there I went a few times out with Nev to bars that was ok then from there I went back to Tauranga and Mel's mum confirmed my worst fears at that stage I was pregnant so I text nev and told him my friends freaked out and told him to stay the fuck away from me etc and then he paid his friend to come to tauranga at midnight and come and pick me up and I was in tears we argued standing by the beach and I went back with him and hisf riend andy they had got a job dairymilking in the town outside their homtown and I stayed with them and andy got into a big hissy and left the farm and didnt come back and stirred shit....
Ok the powers that be are telling me that I have to get off surprise surprise so until next time
All ma Love