Why do people bother to say they care when everyone knows they really don't? People probally think this is weird but I think I have been keeping secerts from my own diary lame right? So I will just start from the beginning. Last year I wasn't very popular when I passed by people in the halls they would start to whisper they always thought I couldn't hear but I could I always heard. So when this super cute guy comes up to me and ask me I out I thought he pittied me. So I got super depressed and started to cut. Then when I thought our relation ship was starting to work out he invites my best friend at the time to the mall with him and they spend five hours together he even invites her back to his house which at the time I never even been!!!! Then I found out that she liked him and he used to like her so they started to talk alot he even choose to call her over me. Then that Saturday he called me up acted like everything was o.k. after 30 minutes of casual talking he told me he didn't want to be with me anymore. So when I asked if he just wanted to go out with her he started to get angry he kept telling me it wasnt like that. So I called up my friend Jen and she made me feel a lot better. So she said why dont we call them. 


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