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Age: 26
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Location: Silvercity
State: Washington

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Hard To Say Good Bye Even For AShort Time. Tuesday, July 04, 2006

    So my boyfriend's little brother moved in ever since then the fighting has been non stop. All we do is argue anymore. His brother talks shit to me I get mad at his brother then he gets mad at me and says he's only 17. I don't give a fuck if he's only 17. When I was 17 I knew to stay out of other people's business. He butt's in to our conversastions, he's always in our business. Like he knows everytime we have sex. That just drives me nuts. I can't stand him he talks shit about my friends my jobs and everything else i do. He thinks he's always being funny, but if eveyr time you open your mouth to soemone and wht you say isn't nice their going to not like you. He never says anything nice to me. everytime I cook dinner he tells me it tastes like shit, not only is that rude it hurts my feelsings.
    I talked to my mom today and she told me to leave my boyfriend. All my friends tell me to leave him, and I've been thinking about it a lot lately. Now I think i'm actually going to do it. But the thing is I don't want to be alone all the time, yeah I'll have kevin to hang out with but he don't wanna be w/ me I don't think he even finds me attractive. To be honest I don't think i would wanna be w/ him he's just like a little first grade crush that's just fun to have . You know them crushes that you kinda like them but whne it comes down to it you wouldn't reall do anything more than kiss. Not to mention he's my bestfriend's sloppy seconds and she's been some places, some places that i would never wanna be, fucked some people I would never even wanna think about kissing. I'm not a homie hopper. Maybe If I was completly black out drunk i would do soemthin with Kevin, but like i said i don't think he would. He likes then crack skinny girls. i'm not fat but I'm not skinny i have nice curves, and i know what people think when a girl says that they have nice curves. I't s a nice way to say their fat, but I'm really not fat.
    I wanna leave my boyfriend, but I love his family aside from his brother. My family beside the closest people to me in my family love him to pieces. But the people who really know what's going on tell me to leave all the time abd it's hard to let go because I don't want to let go of the goodtimes.


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