I gues i have turned into an official player. I talked to John last night on the phone and he asked me to pom and i said yes. But i stayed up all last night crying because i felt like i made the wrong decision. I have decided that i am going to talk to Kyle today and if he wants to be with me than i will tell John that i have changed my mine. I already spoke to my friend about the whole thing and she completely understands. Well, at least she says she does.  All i know is that either way i m going to have a date to prom and that makes me really happy. Maybe tomarrow ill have something else to write about.