Poem 15:Great Men  11/3/2002 
Breath for breath,
word for word
Expressions of those left impure
Bore into the mind and bend
the will of all great men
To feel, to live
A life to give
To cry, to hurt
Needless in the end
To understand shall suffice
To mourn is a vice
This is the set of all great men
 
Poem 17:Rising Sun  5/24/2003 
Today I woke up and the sky was clear,
Today I woke up in abscense of fear.
And the pain gets carried away for a day.
Today I felt so alive,
Today I gave up the lies.
To myself that I could ever rest not knowing if we could make it on our own.
And after the ebb broke I arose beaten.
But the smile still fills my lips stained with your shade.
And the eyes are locked away in my soul for this wonderful night. And I can hear the echo of your words not far off in the distance.
There was a time that I could say I thought I loved.
And a time I was lost with the lack of it all.
But then the dark lifts a way and I see bright as day that I was living in darkness till you livened my life.
There was a place that I would go to be far away,
But the path to that realm seems lost as I am lost in you.
Make me whole feel my soul with hope for love between us. May I have learned how to tell the difference when things really matter.
Set me free and I will stay right at your side.
You let me be me. And I thank you for every moment
You set me free to live without the memories haunting me. I see a future now with you, right at my side.
Today I woke up and the sky was clear,
Today I woke up in abscense of fear.
And the pain gets carried away for a day.
Today I felt so alive,
Today I gave up the lies.
That I knew what love was untill today.
 
Poem 18:Requiem for the Pain  5/25/2003 
Words can't seem to express my intentions
The dark tongue pierces still
I can't begin to fathom these dimensions
Where light shall never fill
But then the glimmer sets in over the pool of doom and I
Begin to descend upon a ray of hope inside this gloom
Wake me, take me away from here I long to be inside
Break me, make me more than I have forced myself to hide
Inside here, I sucumb to the fears
That I will never be loved by myself by anyone
The pain crest at my throat aching to scream
Won't leave me alone can't explain what it means now
But then the glimmer sets in over the pool of doom and I
Begin to descend upon a ray of hope inside of this
The glimmer descends and raises me on high
I ascend to the heavens as I taste your purity
I can't understand what brought you here
How you were guided to the darkness of my soul
But then you share a fear with me
And finally I begin to see
That you saw a light inside me as I saw in you
Let the glimmer break forth and banish the darkness
I felt the ebb for long enough now let our souls flow
Requiem for the pain these words I hold forever
That I love you That I love you
Back inside the caverns of my mind lies my twilight
Waiting for the chance that he may swallow me again
But for now he cowers at my might
He will never swallow me whole
Never again will I lose control
For the power of love is a wall against society
 
Poems: Communication  6/13/2003 
I'm no longer numbering anything as you can see.
Caught in the ebb of a lazy day,
thinking of the process to change my ways.
The jazz and the wind, flowing taste of cigs,
foreshadow coming of a brand new day.
Placate my mind with though of dimensions,
far away from this timeless suspension, of thought,
I sought, not a reason I came here but a reason I stayed,
to play the game.
Chips are spent, and fumes will vent,
But the abscense of reason, leaves me to cling
to past seasons, regret not having lived,
Regret having lost the thought that mattered.
What was it again?
Be true to thy friends? justify means without ends
travesties, fallicies of logic peircing the ego.
Tainting reasoning if ever there was any.
You feel it gone cast off the needs and reptilian seeds.
See love and music was all that I need to express,
no need for expresion, full of confustion, strife driven.
To create friction based upon the lack of communication.

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