Well where do i beginn i realy dont know what to say. It all started 5 years ago with i guy named eric. I really liked this guy, i meet him through my best frieand christnia and her husband steven (erics cousin). I was at there wedding when i meet him. I thought he was the guy for me. So that next year at school i try to get with him, come to find out he has no intrest in me so I give up like most girls would and move on to try to make him jelouse. Well that did not work he got with a girl named Carie (The BITCH). Well nexted thange you know they are in love and he stops going to school and moves in with her.

         Life goes on. I have moved on to a guy named Jeremy. I have spent the last two years of my life with him tell about three months ago Eric desided to come back into my life, I was working at a gas station and he started coming in alot flirted around alot then next thang I know Im hanging out with him behind my boyfriends back. The boyfriend finds out and starts to expexted thangs.  So I deside to brack up with him wich was like a month ago, and not to long after we brack up me and Eric start hanging out more. The next thang i know we start dating wich Im so happy about cause i waited five years for that.

          Well we date for like a week. And his cousin told me somethang and iI lied about it to eric so he breacks up with me. It hurts really bad I still not over it, Why you ask because he still wants to hang out and have me suck his dick and have sex. Then a week after all that goes on one of his friends get into a car reck. We was all over at his place playing pocker when we found out about it. he knew I was up set with him anyways so I dont know why I was over there even playing. Well everybody desided to go home cause Christina's baby started crying. I have them give me a ride home as soon as i get up stairs to get my dog to take her out Eric pulls up to see if I will go with him to see if his friend is ok. I deside to go with him, well we get there and he starts acting like we are a couple again and we arent.

           Then a few days go bye again and we was all over at Stevens and christinas house haging out and christnia looks at him and says well does this mean that you guys are back together and is she going to move in with you. He comes off the wall and says if she plays her cards right.  finaly we are up to now he has me go with him after not talking to me for like three days go with him to see if he can trade his truck in.  I go we hang out like a couple once again we go to the mall and out to eat. Now its been about two days and I have not talked to him and its driving me crazy.

                          Well the thang is Im lost and dont know what

                          to do. Do I call him and see whats up or do i just

                           go back to the guy that i was with and give up.