i think that i am fallin in love!! twas my birthday on thurs and there was a gig in the local rugby club and i went and i realised that i fancied my mates han ex-gf!!!

I told my mate that i fancied her and she persuaded me to tell her but i chickened out and got her to tell her instead!! and she said that she didnt realise i was gay!! but i didn't understand that cos i was sure han would have told her, so when she finished tellin her she went off and i got the feeling that she was avoiding lookin at me!! so i told my m8 who told her evn tho i didnt want her to so jo came over and said that she didnt hate me it was probably that i was lookin at her when she was looking at me!!

about half hour later she came over and sat on the table in front of me and nearly fell on my lap!! so iasked her how she didnt know i was gay and she said she just assumed!! ans the next thing i know she is pulling me towards her and we are kissing!!!!!!!

my mother txt me then to say that me dad was on his way so i had to go and jo gave me a big hug, and i forgot that she was moving to 250miles away!!! so i was txting her all day friday (the day before she went away) and she said that the kiss was her present to me!!

i haven't been able to get her out of my head all weekend!!!!! argh!!!!!!

write soon maria