ok i gave in and called him got a msg back about 40mins later asking did i want him. he said he felt a bit blagged and messed up and needed to have a good think over the weekend and clear his head. im really scared cos he said he loved me so many times wednesday night but now he is sober he has gone back into his head. Im really worried he talks to me but there is clearly some things he cant talk to me about no matter how much i try and tell him its ok 

Feel shit to be honest i love him i want him so badly not sure what to do about us maybe just texts about furniture towards end of next week.

I have about a million senarios going around in my head about whats got him so messed up and i keep coming back to the same one, she has told him she is pregnant. im probably going too deep but i know ben and that would send him into melt down, explain why he sounded as if there was a third person he would be hurting...

i dont know how we went from i love you to this in a day its just too messed up!