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Seriously i am the world biggest mug! i keep making the same mistakes over and over again you would think that by now i would have learned to fix things the first time properly. take my car for example 4 times its broke down in last few months cos of same thing.
Take me and Ben for another i keep being a dick and i really dont want to be i want to be his friend but keep getting angry when other people open their mouths and interfere i think Ben is right. people should keep their noses out my business and i should be able to do what i want when i want without them telling me whether i should or shouldnt or just causing shit for no apparent reason.
I was out with my bro on sat and we bumped into Ben and the lads and they said join them so we did and then Rich and Keith started talking and then they kept, quite agressively saying that he was seeing her playing me off against her and well that got to me it felt like Ben had betrayed our friendship more than anything but it wasnt even what was actually going on i figured out the next morning but by then i had properly beaten Ben up and called him everything under the sun. i know keith is trying to look after me but let me make my own mistakes if i want to let me live my life thats why i moved here in the first place to stop people interfering in shit.
my keys are yet another mistake, locked out 4 times since moving in, gambaling another keep loosing money i cant afford to...
Hence im the world biggest mug ...