I want to believe things are meant but sometimes it's hard to believe that it's there. Can't believe this is quite happening again. Thought it be something different. But hey things don't always go on for so long. Hell with it, just thought it be fun to go along with it. For the time being I wish it was more than I thought but now I only see there won't be any kind of hope in this apparatus. Knowing it was true I know for sure it'll come to pass and soon forgetton. I don't want to believe it will end soon, because things are going so nicely I wish it was more than I want it to be. Throughly I enjoy evey moment of it, then again I despies it truly. All I give now is what I can get from it because that's all I can get from anything nowadays. The hell with it things are what they are. Don't be asking way too much or you'll get no where. Enjoy what you got and live from it fool.