Dude...

so my x-fiance picked me up last night so i could go with him and his sister to get his tattoos.

well we went to his brother stevens house and steven picked on me and it felt like old lost times...i was happy for once.

well baby riahanna was clinging to me like her mom and i was loving it...shes so ADORABLE!

well we smoked some green leaves and evan kept rubbing my side and holding my hand and when i wouldnt hold his hand he got mad.

lol

he still loves me.

i laid on the couch and he came over and laid on me...then kissed my neck and bit my ear.

the man knows me...

so then we left and he kinda tried fooling around w me...

then he walked me halfway to my house...then....

kissed me.

i mean this kiss was like out of a movie...deep...passionate...desperate...like he needs me.

the thing is...

i have 3 guys after my heart and idk what to do.

Evan- my xfiance

Nate- my xboyfriend

Keith- my current boyfriend

okay this is how i feel about all of them:

EVAN-

I still love him

NATE-

I still love him

KEITH-

I dont love him...i was pushed into the relationship. He ASSUMED we were going out. and idk how to get out of it.