Okay.

I met nate thru a mutual friend.

well she told me that she was going to go get sum and i could come along. So we drive over to johnnys house but hes not home so we drive to nates.

well hes standing in his driveway and all i could think was...OH MY GOD...hes absolutely GORGEOUS.

well sam tells him i'm a lesbian...cuz she doesnt want him likeing me more than her. well i end up telling him that im bi.

well we all go up in his room and sam is baisically BEGGING him to have sex with her. well me and nate are texting each other and he doesnt want to have sex with her cuz he thinks shes nasty so i tell him not to.

well he puts his number in my phone and asks me if i'm ever going to call him. well i tell him i will.

so i call him that nite and we talk and hes like asking me all these questions...just random ones...when he goes "i bet you know what i'm leading up to"

m: "No"

N: "well then...call me back in 13 seconds"

M: "Literally?"

N: "Yeah count to 13 then call back."

well i count to thirteen and i call him back and he asks

"Will you go out with me?"

well i say yes...because that was THE cutest thing ever.

well we have our share of fights...well about a month ago we decided to go on a break.

then we decided to break up.

well...i'm still in love with him. and idk what to do. idk how he feels...i mean he tells me that he loves me but...i'm not sure if he does.

i'm killing my heart.

its being ripped to shreds piece by little piece.