Hey ya'll

Its been sooo awesome to hear from everyone.. its made me realize how much ive missed you..!!..and missed out on all of your news

Im just in the process of installing yahoo messenger on here.. so if anyone wants to chat over that it would be awesome, just message me and ask for my id.... msn kept screwing up the laptop ( that mikes kept, thus my lack of entries on here lately)

The weather here has been gorgeous. I got a little sunburnt here yesterday.. even though im olive skinned i sorta burn easily but never blister lucky for me!  Took the kids for a walk... Jay was in the pram and Brooke was running all over the place.. Jay still so small hasnt gained much at all.. went for 9month check up and hes only 15lb 6oz!!! Im still nursing though, and hes always satified when ive fed him. Tried him on the bottle a couple weeks back, and hated it wouldnt take it and he was screaming his little heart out with hunger....Hes wayy too little... but he seems content enough... He pulls the most beautiful smiles though.. makes your heart melt..!! Awww!!!
Brooke on the other hand has wayy too much energy. I get tired just watching her. Its going to be interesting to see her grow into the beautiful girl and woman that shes gonna be. I can tell shes gonna have the boys chasing her! lol! Very stubborn though, I was told that comes from me  I cant help that! lol

Last night was really nice. Leon and I put the kids to sleep last night sorta early-ish. They were grumpy so we bathed them.. together... I gave Jay a feed while Leon finished Brooke.. she hates getting outta the bath.. she squeals.. sucha drama queen (though i hate to admit it!) Leon and I then had cuddles on the couch and watched movies.. was really nice.. We watched The Notebook.. which i love and Reign on me.. both really good movies.. and then listened to music.. like pretty love songs!! haha
I love cuddles.. i am sucha affectionate hopeless romantic like that!...

I started Christmas Shopping, put a couple pieces on laybuy for the kids. Im so excited about this Christmas...
1) First Christmas in two years i havent been heavily pregnant
2)So i will be able to make myself look half decent..
3)Have two beautiful children to share it with
4)And will have a good man to share it with, to spoil and to have spoil me lol!

 The kids and I have been invited to Leons parents.. so will be the first time Brooke has had a christmas with her paternal nana. They love her.. sorta suspicious of Jay though.. they think hes Leons lol.. probably just like to think her of that...but will be nice.. they love the kids and cried the first time they saw brooke when Leon got back together... Well they hadnt seen her since she was born at the hospital..
Made me feel really hurt sorta because i felt like in some way i kept her away from them, but then alot of hurtful things were said, not that i hold that against them, because it was a shock to me too.. but that as far as im concerned is forgotten. They have been really supportive and helpful since Leon and I got back together, and we are lucky to have them around...

Hope you all are good and are looking after yourself.. everyone deserves a lil pampering!
Much love and HUGGS
Lucy Leon and Kids