I love my boy with all my heart and more.We havent been togather for what some people call a long time, but we've been bestfriends for 2 to 3 years.1 out of 10 days he makes me feel like I am on top the world others he makes me feel like shit. He tells me that I always do things to hurt his feelings on a daily basis. He tells me my friends are bad infulences when I have a mind of my own. He gets mad at me if I go out for a long period of time. Or if I switch plans, But things happen. He point out things he hates about me and tells me. He finds things to fight about when we're having a good day. He tells me that I lie.when realy heknows everything i do .. and he knows all my secrets.
Some of my friends tell me that I need to look at the situation and think about how we got togather..We got togather bc he use to date my ex best friend for 2 years and she was a whore let me tell you.. So every time he had a problem or she hurt him he came to me crying bc she didnt feel like talking. I was in a three year relationship where the guy just up and left me. He was my first love and ment the world to me. And Brett Knew that. So he was there to pick me up when i needed someone the most.So I tryed to be strong and do the same for him so we just got togather.
Things are great at times. I just feel so low about my self. Like i am not pretty enough or not good enough.So i increased my eating habbits I am on diet pills I cant go a day with out now. I exersize more than i ever have. I am always dying my hair and getting new hair cuts. Hoping that it will help.. I ve changed the way i dress and everything. I dont understand. His last girl friend wasnt the best looking either..When they whent out she never did her hair or anything. I just dont know what it is with him.
Hes very cautious who I hang out with . all my friends use to be guys and not any more.. Now.. I have like no friends. bc i dont have time for them or nothing. I realy want this to work but i dont know what is going on.. or what is wrong. my feelings are hurt and now i am confused..
ANY ONE HAVE ANY ADVICE