I know for a fact that he loves me. I do.. I know that no other guy will love me as much as he does. But he also knows the things that I have done in the past..which probably makes it hard.

I am not sure why at times things seem so ruff between us and at other times i cant ask for anyone better.I love him so much . No other guy as cared for me as much as he has. I find it very strange.

Its even I am mean to him and hes mean to me. I just dont know how to control my anger. well I am out for now.. bc i am tired and I have court in the morning.. so I am out later guys..