Another day . Altho today seems a little strange. It feels like i have lost everything. My best friends not aloud around me bc she screwed up with other friends. My dads.. a jerk off.. My 2nd best friend hates everything I do! My mom and i are fighting. None of my friends are the same. But finding knew ones are so much harder. I am not sure why every thing is going like this. I am so confused.

My boyfriend ran in to my ex yesterday and my ex had ran.. to the car from the store and locked the doors.. Why i am not sure but we all use to be friends. hmm... oh well.Everytime i hear his name my heart breaks. Just bc he was my first true love. I am not sure what happened between us but after 3 years he up and leaves with no word nothing.

I lied to my boyfriend last night and told him i was going out with girls and i had whent to my friends house and stayed with my ex.No big deal on my end.But he dont trust me and i ve never done anything so i didnt tell him.. but he caught me there.. and didnt say anything till i got home.

Grrr... now i feel as if all guys annoy me.. I am not sure why .. but who knows..

 I have a spliting head ache so off to the tub i go..

bye guys.