Oh, insomnia, how I loathe thee. It's after 2am. I am exhausted beyond belief. But, I forgot to get some more tylenol pm and so, I'm stuck with my mind way more alert than my body is. All I want to do is curl up in bed and be oblivious to the world for the next 10 hours. But, no. I'm sitting here in the dark, watching an old Legend of the Seeker episode, and playing bingo on Pogo. .... I just want to sleep. :(

I am so, so tired of the chronic insomnia. My liver is probably shot, with all the pills I've taken to put myself to sleep over the years. I'm up to 6-9 sleeping pills a night. And sometimes even that isn't enough. At this point, I can only hope that my mind will finally settle once I'm with Jason for good. Being wrapped up in his strong arms, lulled into a sense of security and drifting off to sleep with ease. Just over a month away... Until then, I suffer.

At least I don't have to work tomorrow. But I did have plans to finish up getting all my crap out of my aunt's garage and get working on going through it. I need to finish that, back it all up and get rid of the stuff I don't need any longer. But if I sleep all freaking day, because I'm stuck awake all damned night... ugh.

*headdesks* My thoughts are scattered now, so I think I'll just sign off for now. Here's to sleeping sometime soon. Meh.