|Trying 2 Find A Life|
I think i am feeling a lot of emotions.
I am sick of the small shit that people bring up it gets annoying, seriously grow up and get over it. i dont want to be the bitch and get like who cares but serious who the hell cares, if thats going to cause drama in your life you need to reevaluate yourself. freakin sick of it. i have just been like oh yeah is that whats your feeling..oh. and end it there...i hope that is a good enough hint but whatever.
i have a headache im not sure why...maybe from driving.
today i was suppose to be studying for finals but i went to the movies...we watch bridesmaid...that movie is so freakin funny! serious i want to want it again.
and then theres kelly...
whats new....well on...
Monday: he wanted to go to dinner...i said no i spoke about this in another entry....
Tuesday: he wanted to watch a move...i feel asleep when he was over.
Wednesday: nothing just texting
Thursday: he came over after he was off work and stayed until like after 10 and i did not eat because i did not want to feed him.
Friday: i was out all day, and i thought he was going to his friends house, but he was texting me and said he was at his dads
Saturday: (Today) he is at work until 830 and he wants to come over after he is off....
seriously what the hell is going on? I am getting confused as each day goes by...what does he want? i think he needs to figure it out and he needs to let me be. for the most part i think i am over him....but of course there is still some attraction there...i mean his face is beautiful. but shit grow the hell up figure out what you want....and if its not me then let me be. im okay with that....i think i am better knowing the facts then wondering you know. if he just wants sex he needs to grow some balls and say it so i can tell him to get the hell away from me. (we arent have sex, tempting i know but not happening) im not sure he fit into my plans.
alright enough of my bitching i gotta get studying.