I JUST WROTE SOMETHING AND IT ALL GOT DELETED IT WAS so long jesus

basicaaly my dad..neglected by parents. no bros or sisters..so me and my bros r his family. he finally has a family with us.so he seeks perfection he seeks our love n support. we cant give him that- its pressure. we feel guilty when we have our own lives. he feels rejected.

mymom is passive. she was abused in youth by her dad. she merely wants a quiet life. she is kind and loving and also the sole provider in the house. unfairly so,my dad has no career and hasnt had for ages.i feel my dad takes her for a ride. if he really had respect he woulda got a career ages ago. he prob feels he has the right to b selfish cos hes intelligent and feels my mom dosent put enough energy into us.

so i feel like a brat for not being daddys girl. i have a life i have a personality.i need to feel free.

dear god can anyone empathise?