i cant get this joint to stay lit.
i cant stop the overflowwing of anxiety into my every thought.
things will work out in the end but until then i feel like a could crazylaughcryscratchaholeinthebacksofmylegs right now.
throw another stresslog on to my raging fire of pot and alcohol addiction!
its out again.
its also hot outside.
you know in prison its kept very cold to prevent irritable inmates.
i wonder what men use for anal lubricant in prison, or if any is even used.
im also curious how rampent  inmate on inmate sex is among female prisoners.  and if it is, can i sit on the sink in the corner and watch?
i need to start my t-shirt line.  "stop talking and do it buttface."  i hate it when my online diary talks back to me like that.