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hay. .right now im in our house. .talkin to my computer, , pillows, , pets. .no one would talk to me. .well maybe our maid. .she's the only one. .my mum and my sister won't talk to me. .they treat me very cold. . .i just wish i could just die. .it's one of a problem i brought to them. .it's such a big deal even though it's just one. .hay. .this would be the start of a cruel life. .a start of my loneliness. .im just lucky because i still have my friends and my boyfriends. .w/o them, , i don't think i can still stand. .they are my feet to stand up. .they are my eyes to see the other good things happening despite of my problem. .they are my energy to gain strenght. .w/o them i know i'll just fall in the grounds. .my life right now is like a living hell. .i just wish god will visit and take me with him in heaven. .hay. .till here. .watch out for my other revelation. .it's totally a mess. .i wish i could rewind what happened. .
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