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| Mixed Emotions | Right Now:
[tic.toc]: 3:33pm
[rags]: Jeans and a T-shirt
[munchies]: Too lazy to get up and get something to eat :|
[slurp]: Same as above
[eargasm]: The tv in the background
[chatter]: Jennie
[rape.my.mind]: My fucking head hurts
[the.hearts.whimsy]: Mixed Emotions
| | I never write in this damn thing anymore,I dont kno why I dont just delete it :|.. yeah, I do kno.. it's cuz of Tammy.. I feel like this is one of the only ways we ever communcate.. I talked to her the other day for the first time in a long ass time.. it was great.. I am so glad we're not fighting anymore. I really missed her over the time when we didnt talk.. She just doesnt believe me.. I can see why she thinks im a bad person, all I ever did was bitch at her.. make her feel like shit.. her and Ashley both.. God, I just felt for the longest time that the only way I could feel good about myself was to make other feel bad, it was just the bully coming out in me.. I was so damn unhappy with myself and it pissed me off when others knew what the fuck they were doing, where they were going in life, and why they were doing it.. well.. i have to go for now, but by no means am i finished with this.. bbs |
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Thank's for updating. I am glad we aren't fighting anymore as well. I do not think you are a bad person and I meant it when I said never. [unbrokentrajedies]
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1/8/2006 5:25:58 PM
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I'm sorry things aren't working out the way you wanted them to girl... i wish we were able to talk a little more but you know how she is huh... but i hope things get better love ya [unbrokentrajedies]
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1/30/2006 3:45:24 PM
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Hey girl.. I got your voice mail. Ashley is fine if you're freaking out because you talked to her grandmother too.. I don't know how to get in touch with her though I just know she's in a much better place now than she's ever been. [unbrokentrajedies]
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2/27/2006 2:33:52 PM
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Yeah Tina heard the message. Ashley is fine. She just moved away. She sounds like she is loving it too. Don't worry about it girl. I will tell her you want her to call you though. sorry about not texting you back. My dog chewed my phone up and I can't read the screen. [unbrokentrajedies]
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3/2/2006 10:33:48 AM
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